Tuesday, June 14, 2005
it's not a beautiful game anymore

Trainings trainings and trainigs...4 times training a week...3 days having matchs...wat have i done for the past few weeks...Nothing but bball!!!! The ego and energy in playing bball has been fading away through the umpteen times of training...i felt i gain nothing..i learn nothing though i had so much to learn...i'm on the peak of my standard...my skills aren't improving....but i'm at the highest peak of my bball career now...coach seow expect so much of me..lao heng hopes that tong whye can play until top 8 in youth cup...leng kee cup starting tmr...everyone is putting too much hope and expectation on me...but never will they know i'm actually felt pressured......it great to be looked up by so many people...i know if i play on i might have the chance to realize my dreams but wat for....playing bball in SG will not make any future for me...i'm playing leng kee cup,thomson cup,toa payoh cup and paya lebar cup for yuhua zone 2.....but wat if tong whye oso will be playing those cup...who should i played for...coach seow taught me so much but tong whye will haf a higher chance to win......I'm so confused and stress out now...

Anyway i'm going for the trials for SP bball team tmr..dunno can get in anot or should i join anot...i just wana get a cca so my cca points will be higher but then joining another team..extra stress..will i able to cope with my studies..damn it lor...so irritated...it will be a busy day tmr..i have to rush over to leng kee cc after the trial becos i got a match going on...so yup...so...hope by using the name of "tong whye",somehow it will help me to create a easier path to get into the team....hai...

miss my 1st lesson today cos i overslept...actually i slept on my table...why leh? kel,you should know ar..hahaa...this kellyn say wat online at night but went off so early without telling me...so i was waiting and waiting for her to get online...in the end i doze off on my table and din manage to set my alarm clock lor...second time liao...hahaa...lucky i da fa ci bei..din get angry lor...hahaa...and your sms speed is less than 56k...so long then reply one....can go eat one meal or take a nap b4 i can receive your msg lar...whahaha...oops

so thats all about it...wish me luck for tmr trial and match be..or hope i wun die halfway ba..oops

`Gerald;7:58 AM

`E.N.D`

~~PreCiouS MemOries~~

~About Me~

Gerald Lim lip giap(quite a weirdo name)
13/04/1987
used to study in yishun primary and sembawang sec
Singapore poly
Areospace electronics
Height : 187cm
Weight : 70kg
*Very ah beng style(not ah beng)<
*learning to change*
*but luvs to study
*hates the rain
*-simplydivine-*
*used to be a extreme bballer
*-broken shoulder and ankle-*
*my bao bei kellyn!!!! i love you*
* if you wana try..then dun do..if you wana do..then try the best!*
* but if you try to test my patience,,then better dun...
* dragon punch highest record 8630*
* Currently playing for yuhua zone 2 and Tong Whye dragons.

CraPPPPP!!

GerAlD Fav!

::Kellyn::
::Angeline::
::Emily the strange::
::YaNzZZ::
::Jaclyn (kell's ah jie)::
::Kai ling::
::Cynthia::
::Adeline::
::Jennifer::
::Stella::
::Stella n wei rong::
::wei rong::
::Jing ting::
::Hao Woah::
::Hui Mei::
::Ben::
::Kay Yam::
::Darius::
::My friendster bloggy::
::Ti Ooi::
::Wendy peiwen::
::peikun::
::yusong::
::vonne::
::Sabrina::
::Zaiqian::
::Pauline::
::Marcus..wei cong lar::
::PHOTOS AT CHALET::
::photos of training session::
::photos of chalet 2::
::asian aerospace::
::SILOSO RESORT( 2ND ANNI)::
::KEPPEL SEA SCAN DND 2007::

For You my Kellz
Give me a little trust,
I love you with my whole heart,
I do anything for you just for you...
It's not just about loving you,
It's all about putting my heart into yours,
It's all about seeing your brillant smile,
It's all about seeing you being happy,
It's all about hugging you, holding you,
It's all about watching you shy, joy , sad ,touch
Basically,
It's All About You....
kellyn...i love you till the end...
dote you lyk hell and heaven...
Mish you as if the next day will dooms day....
Embrace you into my arms with all mights...
Be by your side when you need someone...
Lend you my shoulder if you wana cry...
Give you my arm if you wana bite...
Let you punch me when you angry...
Let you nag at me when you wan a listening ear... Love you love you love you love you and you!!!!!